Frustrated

I'm not too happy with the way I've been feeling lately.  Still no energy and if it gets up over the 80's outside I have to stay in with the A/C on or I get sick.  I start sweating and feeling light headed.  I haven't had any more anxiety attacks like the one last week in the store.  Not sure if I blogged about that.  I had an anxiety attack right after dropping things off at the fair.  We went to the store and it was all I could do to hang on until we got a few things.  I was walking around following my husband clutching a box of Froot Loops to my chest, eyes bugged out and breathing rapidly.  Not fun.  I was quite anxious this morning when I got up however.  I think it may be because I go to the Dr. tomorrow to find out when I can go back to work or if I should.  I really don't want to.  I'm worried that I will just fall back into the same problems as before with being overwhelmed and not being able to function.  Hell.. I can't function now.  I have to ambition to go out and do anything.  I did go to the fair with my husband to see how we did with our entries.  We did pretty good except my floral entries sucked.  I only won a second place there.  I got two blue ribbons overall I believe and the rest second place.  I will earn back enough to cover my entry fees at least.  We also watched a little of the tractor pulls.  I love those!