That has been the refrain in my head for the last few days. I'm depressed. Being trapped at home with no money and a car that needs repairs is not fun. I'm taking the car to the garage tomorrow. Using a credit card to pay for it. Once I get my Social security and my first paycheck from work, things will be looking better. I still have to work out my budget for the month, but I should have a little extra to get out and do things! I can get a fishing pole and a license and take my kayak out. Go do some camping and exploring.
My niece is still be a judgmental bitch, so let her. I'm not apologizing, I don't owe her anything. I have a right to make decisions in my life, if I'm not dancing to her tune and she is pissed, oh well.
I am going to get off my ass and go to the grocery store. I don't want to, but I need something for dinner. I don't think I can handle more of my homemade hamburger helper. I'm not a fan of ground beef to begin with, unless it is meatloaf or meatballs. One of the things about my depression is that I would rather go without than have to go to the store. I have food, but I guess I'm just tired of having to eat, if that makes any sense.
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