I can't say that life for me has been easy lately. It has been very hard emotionally and somewhat hard physically. I am still having a lot of anger over Rich and his behavior with his new girlfriend. I have been going to counseling at the Va and it seems to be helping somewhat. I am just having a hard time coming to terms with him moving on so quickly and not caring what I think or how I feel. I have to remember than I am the one who asked him to leave. I wish he didn't live right next door, I didn't think it would be like this. He has no shame.
I still have a lot of pain problems with by back, hips and legs. I need to get out and exercise more and try to loose some weight. I am up to 217. I have never been this heavy before. I weighed 30 lbs less when full term with a baby!
Spring is very slow to come this year and the cold is depressing. I have to have the heat on still and it is so expensive. I want to get out and do some fishing this week. I have to stop and pick up some bait and some hooks. I would like to try to catch some trout! Being outdoors for me is the best therapy I can think of.
