I feel like I am on the edge of a nervous breakdown. My depression must be bad and my anxieties are out of control. I can't bear to leave the house and having to work tomorrow is making me sick to my stomach. I've been getting my groceries delivered and washing my clothes in the sink. All I want to do is sleep. I am tired of living. I don't want to die, I just wish I could sleep and not wake up and have to "life". I have no explanation for why I feel this way, I just do.
My Mom called me this morning and all she did was go on and on about her diabetes and food. I just wanted to scream. I know I should be grateful that I have a Mom to talk to and that someday I won't. I think I might take a zanax and see if I can chill.
Sorry for the rant. I know people read my blog, but no one comments. I know you are out there however!
