I tried, I really did. I just can't do it. I left and got dragged back. I can't stay here and babysit a grown ass man. I don't care if he is my husband. We had been split up for 5 years. I can't live with him. He makes my skin crawl. His voice, his mannerisms, everything. My misophonia goes into overdrive around him. I can hear him eating from my room, with the door shut. He clanks his utensils on the dishes. Clink, clink, clink. I want to scream. I am feeling trapped again. I can't live like this. Either he goes, or I go, I can't do this.
He is talking about traveling with me. I think I would fucking go insane.
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